Summer 2019

When I was a little girl I used to see many romantic movies. I remember seeing a movie where a girl falls in love with a boy but it all ends along with the end of summer. I used to think: “what it’s like to have a summer love?”. I thought that it will be amazing to fall in love with someone and have a summer love. Because in the movies it seemed that having a summer love was one of the best loves, that crazy, fun and spontaneous love. Actually, for a moment you can think that it’s perfect love. 

But one thing that the movies never told is that when the summer ends that crazy, funny and spontaneous love disappears in the same way that appear two months ago.

Well, I guess that you already know a little part of this history that happened in my life almost three years ago. This history happened when I was in my second university year. I meet someone who was two years and a half older than me. We almost meet each other because sometimes we were studying in the library. So one day I decided to talk with him and I remember that talk because he told me: “I’m going to study at Wyoming University when the summer ends”. At that moment I felt something inside of me as if someone had just pushed something into my heart. I know it could sound weird but it was a strange feeling. But when he told me that we both knew that if we decided to hang out just for two months, it would be tough at the end of the summer. Even when we knew it would be painful we decided to live the moment. That summer was one of the greatest summers of my life until now. When the date arrived and he had to leave Mérida and go to the USA. I was very sad when that happened but I learned and I understood that is better to wish the best to that person who was important in your life at that point. That happened almost three years ago and even that was the hardest love I had, sometimes when I think of him I just smile and I don’t get sad anymore, I just wish him the best. Since the last date that we had I didn’t see him again well just one time but he didn’t see me because I was driving in the lane that was only going towards Progreso and he was driving in the opposite lane to be precise the lane that goes towards the downtown. But two days later he came back to USA. 

I know that sound like a dramatic movie but since that time we never saw each other again. He always gonna be the best crazy and spontaneous love that kind of love that you thought that it will be forever.